TheCraftyWhiteFox

in a recent poll I did, it asked if you could rate your live with 1 or 2 being down in the dumps and 10 being perfect- what would you rate yourself as? I choose 9- because I honestly couldn't figure out what I felt- I feel down the drain but if I somehow earn my husband's trust again its 1000000000 infinity sign here<-- but the chances of seeing my husband again or saving / mending my marriage just seems so ... low. He's my everything and right now I'm loosing him due to a divorce where I cant seem to do anything to get him back but simply give him room to think, breath and pray that a miracle will happen. I haven't signed the papers and

Im going nuts over here. i know i am. i want so badly to please my husband and give him the space he needs so that he can think about what ive said- however i find my self crowding him more and more then ever!like it used to be i asked him how his day was and if anything good happned that he wanted to share- but then i kinda got lost under the pressure of time and not knowing if id ever see him again. im not trying to but im so afraid to loose him that im actually pushing him away from me. i want to give him his space but im terrified. he says he loves me. and if someone loves you wouldnt they fight for you even if it meant sacrifice to keep